Tuesday, July 15, 2008


I chanced upon this song at Youtube. This was one of my favourites when i was like.. sec1? wahah.. its dam long ago le, come to think of it -like 10years exactly from now! But anyway, the lyrics are kinda meaningful, and i jus couldnt resist not posting this song for my blog post today, especially in the present world of fast songs and symphonics.


Thank You For Loving Me - Bon Jovi
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Chorus:
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

Chorus:
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Solo
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Chorus:
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me


sums up wat i wanna say to you. =)

scriptor needed caffeine @ 11:13 PM 0 espressos

Monday, July 14, 2008


Wat a boring day at school. *yawnz.

I have no lessons tomorrow, which is a Godsend. But den again, I still have Poly50 training, so well, a "little" running would do me some good. Also, I jus signed up for the Nike Human Race. Its so gonna be fun man. Its one of the things that can get me so motivated and perked up! Counting down to the race day itself! 1month plus to go..

scriptor needed caffeine @ 9:42 PM 0 espressos


Jus got back from supper with my old friends: Yina, Gary and YingZhen. It has been a long time since we last had supper at the Macs at Tampines. In fact, i can hardly remember the last time we were there. If I am not wrong, I was still busily serving the nation, and we used to go there play UNO cards, and if i was still in the Army, it'd mean its at least 3yrs ago! Went to Gary's place before that, and I was shocked but not surprised tat things turned out this way.

Things change, and people do change with time too. Its a matter of whether they change for the better or for the worst. Apparently, I've stated facts tat are both seemingly obvious to the 3 of you, and probably to everyone else in the group other than those whom i m referring to, and i dun count tat as backstabbing as i'd probably still have the same opinion of them and say it in front of them if i have to.

Also, cheer up gal, and move on. The grass is greener on the other side. You're a good girl, and you deserve someone better. For now, at least try to fill up ur life with things you couldn't have done when you were tied down. Sports is a good way of helpin ur life move on, and most imptly, you've still got friends like us. And all of us being really long time friends, it isn't an easy feat. You can find us anytime you need us, cos we're there to be ur pillars of strength. Life is definitely worth more than him. I dare to say it here, cos this is my blog, and i write wat i feel like saying. I also dun wanna act like a hypocrite. yep. so well, good luck, gal! =)

scriptor needed caffeine @ 1:02 AM 0 espressos

Sunday, July 13, 2008


Decided to blog the first thing i woke up today.

sry to Usuals for ps-ing the steamboat last night due to unforeseen circumstances.
sry to Tofu kias & Nu'ers for ps-ing dinner at Harbourfront too.


Everyone has their fair share of secrets. I have mine too, only that i ain't very good at telling lies or hiding them. One of my existing old friend used to say that I am a dam HONEST person. why? cos i never hide anything. In fact, i am dam bloody straight forward, and if there's a need to, i will go ahead and confront the person straight in the face. I'm not gonna do that now, and i will jus wait for when the time is ripe. I am a person who allows chances, as i believe everyone has the propensity to make mistakes.

I hate people who politicise an unsignificant issue and make it into a big issue of humongous proportions. If you dare say it to others behind my back, come on. I DARE YOU to come right in front of me and say it to me. I can take it, but i'll obviously correct you. Dun think i dunno wat is happening behind my back, cos i've different network of true friends who at least have the courtesy to ask me bout it straight in the face. I've about have enough of such irritants, and i m on the verge of jus blurting every possible nonsensical lyrical tat you've concocted jus to satisfy the odd followers who tag along with you. Jus one more time will be enough to feed my rage and i'll make sure you'll be hit so hard and fast, you wun even noe wat hit you. and i relish at the chance of doin so, cos it has been ages since i last became this way. I jus cant wait. =)

Next, I shall address the issue of the freedom of choice. I have the choice of choosing the kind of life i wanna live. No one can stop me from doing wat i want. In fact, I am so happy tat I chose this path i wanna walk, cos i really am happy now. I can predict wat my future will be like, and its a darn good/nice picture. I shall work towards it.

Exams are like.. 5 weeks time? I shal start studying next week. i wanna be able to enjoy the end of term hols feelin safe with the fact tat i cfm do well for my exams. i dun wanna have tat kinda feelin whereby i dunno if i will do dam badly or anything. 5 weeks was enough for me to do well for my As. I dun see why i cant do it with the subjects i m doin now. COME ON, Lawrence! JIAYOU!

JIAWEN, CINDY, KELLY!!! I havent seen the 3 of you for the longest time can!! I miss the times when i used to share my grievances with the 3 of you last year. I know we're all busy, but lets like meet some time after school or something and catch up, k? wahha.. and SOON too.. wonder how you peeps have been doing too.. I noe the 3 of you are dam stress with school and maybe even on the erge of falling sick! wahah.. but life isnt jus like tat. lol...

JiaWen + CinDy: I miss the times when you guys plus jenn and kahloong come my place for like soooo many times everytime i chair an event last year! and remember our favourite kway chap? wahaha..

Kelly: LaoPo!! i can see tat you and mark are like still very much dam sweet! haha.. may ur "marriage" with him last k! i wanna see you both still together in 10yrs time! and dun forget bout ur dingdang-gl-laogong huh. must invite me to ur xi jiu! wahaha.. kk.. kidding.

OKie. this is one of the longest post i've ever posted in ages. Jus suddenly have the urge to write so many stuff. And yeah, I love you, selina. =)

scriptor needed caffeine @ 9:43 AM 0 espressos

Monday, July 7, 2008


Was surfing through Youtube and chanced upon this funny shit!! Go see it if you got the time, yeah? =)

NO SCHOOL TODAY! I guess my lecturers are having self-declared Youth Day, which is a good thing for me -I am so not complaining! Swam in the morning today, and practically slacked the whole day. haha.. if only every day was spent like tat... I'd love school so much more. lol..

scriptor needed caffeine @ 10:11 PM 0 espressos

Friday, July 4, 2008


MC meeting after school today. Settled alot of stuff. Many activities coming up. Need to solve a few chinks here and there. But at least, things look to be in order. I am tired, so i m so gonna not blog too long a post today. and also, i seem to be getting the most irritating comments on my tagboard. but its quite interesting seeing ppl fight in it, so i m so not gonna get involved and jus see tat irritant being slammed. and to think i jus said it in my last post -a waste of time...

Had a chat after Gems lesson with you. Glad to know you're doin well. Asked a few stuff bout you. & i take ur word for it. I doubt you'd do anything like tat too. and if anyone were to do dat, it definitely wouldnt be you. but thx.

scriptor needed caffeine @ 11:50 PM 0 espressos

Thursday, July 3, 2008


Maybe its because of my age. BUT WHY DO I HAVE TO CONFINE MYSELF WITH LOWLY PPL who keep spamming and stuff. I mean, this is like sec school stuff man. and my sec school is like 10yrs ago? Fuck, my classmates in sec school are like teachers in my sec school now. Seriously, maybe you ppl are still having trouble controllin ur pubersic hormones, but still, this kinda spamming is so childish. The last time i heard this kinda shit was like 10yrs ago, when i was in sec school. seriously, i wun even bother replying. everyone has eyes to see, and unless you're blind, you're most likely disillusioned by ur own baseless assumptions or lies concocted by god noes who. pls grow up. or maybe at least get ur facts right first. or maybe jus fuck off, cos this is MY BLOG.

scriptor needed caffeine @ 10:32 PM 0 espressos

Wednesday, July 2, 2008


Went for the Annual General Meetings of School of EEE, School of CASS, School of CADC and School of BE today! which also means i got 4 more cca points!

Also, today is the start of the SPORTS MANIA!! wahaha.. so well, i am happy everything when on smoothly. the numbers of the participants only serves to spur me on.. i am very heartened by the response, and i hope it will attract more ppl to cls also.

There's a thing i hate. About ppl tokin bout me behind my back. If there's anything you're not happy with me, jus go ahead and tell me STRAIGHT IN THE FACE. And we'll tok about it. I mean, i can take it. UNLESS you think you cant cos you haven got ur facts rite. Recently, i heard something bout me not making it to Nonbudget event last weekend. ARE YOU SURE tat i din go for it? Firstly, whether i go or not is entirely up to me. I even went for the games trials, and i even went to the supermarket to buy the food with them. ON TOP OF THAT, i even helped marinate the chicken, and a gang of them stayed over at my house. BESIDES THAT, I have some parents networking session to attend to at school the next morning at 9, and while everyone is sleepin at my room, i am like already at DOVER preparing for it on a pathetic SATURDAY MORNING. And i even rushed back to Pasir Ris Park for the NonBudget event and got cooked under the sun till like 6plus-7pm -for those of you who were at pasir ris park you'd have experienced the same weather. SO WHO THE HECK DARE say i din attend nonbudget event. even so, it isnt up to you to say anything. Whether i go or not isnt up to you. YOU WANNA TOK ABOUT COMMITMENT, TRY ME.

scriptor needed caffeine @ 9:58 PM 0 espressos

Tuesday, July 1, 2008


I could've overslept till God knows when, but luckily my Darling msg-ed me and woke me up from my slumber, only for me to realise how bloody late I am. Packed my stuff, and rushed to school to meet up with LiMing and Clement for a swim in the morning. Went back club to slack, and study abit, followed by helping to hang up the banner for Talentime outisde FC2.

You're my priority now, and every other moment not spent with you by my side will be having you appearing in my mind all the time. I miss you everytime i do anything. I look into the future and i can see us being happy together, even happier than now, and I really look forward to it.

Thankx for being a part of my life.

12.

scriptor needed caffeine @ 8:36 PM 0 espressos


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